hey people!! - SHOUTS OUT **




ive moved to a bigger palace already. yippie!
so dont visit here already yea?
im gone for good lah. LOL!


miss me k? - love love**

i looked through my blog again.


been MIA for nearly a month ++.
which is so.. dadada. LOL.


alrite... all RUBBISH.


just returned from jogging.
actually that was a waste of time also.

brisk walked almost all da time, and that sounds really silly of me.



SILLY SILLY ME!


n mr incomparable, re u done with all your thoughts?


i'm so so bored when u're restless cuz nobody'll entertain me n my silly craps except u.
which made me realise da importance of you, DANNY TAY!




caught SIMPLE LIFE just now. Paris Hilton & Nicole Richie.



oh bloody freaking god, they're HOT! super-duper-whooper HOT "toot" !!


"toot" is what they named BIMBOs. but i dun think so. bimbo has a plural form i suppose.



my english not as PROFOUND as my MR INCOMPARABLE.


n im bloody sure he doesnt even have da faintest idea i updated my blog with loads of "MR INCOMPARABLEs".



dun be shocked my dear!


im working for another 2 days n i'll fly.
leaving for Hongkong for loads of fun, maybe yes maybe not.



i'll miss my MR INCOMPARABLE definitely. crazily-madly-deeply-foolishly-n-stupidly MISS HIM!



oh boy oh boy..


please tell me u've enjoyed your birthday in da year 2005 lah.


psss.. thou it turned out abit out of hand. ive tried my utmost best. r>


if really no then i guess i'll still have next year to work on it. LOL.


we're going to da same POLY but different courses. so glad yet so sad.


-arrrggghh! boooooooo. whatever!


someone has finished watching his " I Still Know What You Did Last Summer" n is going to bath or perhaps in da process of soaking while this dirty lil me is still sitting in front of my dumb stupid n retarded com typing all da rubbish n craps n crazy things for people in da world to see or best, for only myself n MR INCOMPARABLE to see.



im really crazy this time. dead.


n that poooor lil KERSHIN is down with chicken pox due to STRESS.



LOLOLOL. can u believe it? he's stressed. or maybe he really is.


pooooor thing uh? someone go care for him pls!! that guy is freakin lack of love n DESPO for girls who looks like BOA with mixed combination of RUHUA. he loves RUHUA madly. "wo de yi ke xin muack muack." he gets high whenever he hear that song. hahahahhahas.



work is fine today. had lunch with my xiao didi.


he's getting cuter n cuter. lil ah beng didi who fell in love with someone my age.



n someone soo pretty, sooo is too exaggerating. someone sweet-looking.


this sounds better. macdonalds ice tea rocks. falling in love with it.



n people, my appetite has ...... gone down!! -cheeeers*

but still, i'll be fatter after that HK trip.



gottta go.


wheeeeeee..



bye......................





n mr incomparable, i miss u (:

wow. thats pretty cool.

this blog is soo cold n empty.

im too busy with work. sorrrrry.
didnt really have da time to sit down n type all out.



been lazy lazy.

lalalalala..



its so fast!!!

valentines' day's over.

monthiversaries over.

darling's birthday's over.

and in a couple of days i'll fly to hongkong.



for some shoppings n weight-gaining sessions.

which is also equivalent to loads of cash loss.



people, please please missss me.

it'll be a long long ten full days.



..... n mr incomparable, please miss me more than the people.


n love me more when i return. LOL.

thats being so lame of me argh?

going..





if i was a rich girl....

hmmm.. its been so long since i blogged.


just had my reunion dinner.


i am so super full now. hahahahas.



im working now, so less time for me to come online and so on.


working life is so tiring. im so dead beat everytime i reach home.


and i hardly have any spare time to do things i want.


sleep and eat is all i do all day.


even at work u see.
working is considered kinda fun lah.


my work is easy lah. thats why.
wahahahahhas.


february is so hectic.
with all da busy schedules.


working, chinese new year, valentines' and blah blah blah..
so many many lah. no time, ive splurged on too many many things.


it has been so ROXY this month.


and my cny clothes re soo girly.
so excited to wear.


lalalala. duno what more to say leh.


free drop by raffles city to look me up.
im working at lifebaby. hahahahhahas.

yippie~ boohoo!!
im back for some updates.
been busy busy busy lately.
so many parties.
so many is too exaggerated.
2 parties only. hahas.
but it was fun fun fun.


but but, im soo upset now.
over so many many things.
signs of depressions strucked me. -cries*



i so miss my long long hair.
i so so very extremely hate this long holidays.
cuz ive grown ff (fcukin fat) n fu (fcukin ugly).
my complexion changed.
my face colour turned so yellowish n yucky.
fcuk fcuk fcuk.



my mood is damn freakin bad.
or rather ive got no mood.
-arghs* no more whinings n grumblings.




well well..
we shall start from.. 26 jan 2005.
met darling.
went citylink to change pants for my brother.
then off we went to chinswee rd for lunch.
cuz i suddenly missed da fish bee hoon.
and it was kind of dar to acc me there.
-smiles smiles* he's nice nice. (:
towned after that.
yups. dropped by at bits n pieces n saw daniel there by chance.
decided to say hi to him. yeaps. im nice alrite. -wahahas*
roxy no new stocks. so sad.
saw stella huang.
she looks better in tv. yeah.
and lastly, my throat is bad. -sighs*
accomplished. -wide grin* =)



27 jan 2005..
he came to my house at early noon.
and we rot here til night he went safra.
for an hour of GAME.
went to bm to get food n back home.
my throat is getting worse. tormenting.
done.



28 jan 2005..
filial daughter today.
accompanied mummy to tiong bahru market once i got up from bed.
which was noon by then. cant help. -heehee*
my throat super duper extremely bad.
voice affected. ive got fcuking awful voice.
cant scream. cant shout. cant sing.
mood affected.
went home after that then out again.
met darling then over to meet jasmine n gang at jurong entertainment.
they were ice-skating. weihao's celebrating his bdae.
ktv treat by da birthday boy later that night.
i sang 2 songs, n both sounds bad. cuckoo voice.
sucks lah. just so hate my voice. it was so bad.
reached home at around 2 plus.
done.



29 jan 2005..
it was both cheeheng n weihao's bdae.
cheeheng held party at his house that evening.
attended with darling.
he came to pick me up at my house.
n i was so absent-minded.
i forgot about ivan's disc n luckily dar read thru my msg n saw that.
rushed back to get it n then took a cab down.
i was so freakin hungry by then.
it was my first meal n i pig out. hahas.
i ate hell loads of food that day.
n i am having weight-gain guilt again.
hmmm.. stayed there til da early wee hours n was demanded to get my ass back home.
daddy is nagging bout my late nights. he's mad lah.
only 2 days n he's using da word frequent. hahahhas.
alrite.. done.



as for 30 jan 2005..
organ class as usual.
then went to times bookstore n stoned there.
hahas. had a hard time deciding whether to purchase 'confessions of a heiress'.
so as advised, i sat down n flipped thru n finally ive decided not.
hahahs. cuz its lyk so lil words n paris's pics all over. its so not worth for a book.
so.. hahas. hardy boys have their book too. cool.
didnt buy it also. cuz inside contains all lame stuffs.
nothing much to learn from it. so.. hahahas.
spent an hour or so stoning inside da bookstore.
briefly flipped thru n off i go.
bought a marche cheesy hotdog n back home.
dinner with jasmine, weihao n gang later at night.
went to ah bok's house n home again.
n im feeling so shag.
i hate my complexion.
its getting worse...



i still thinking whether to go sentosa in da morning.
n btw people, ive got a job.
aiyah same one, at raffles city.
they want me back!! hahahas.
as a part-time full-timer for some months.
this tym around at lifebaby.
starting work on 1st feb.
my working life is coming back..
i can feel money rolling into my account.
-wahahahahhahahahs*
da money isnt really much anyway.
n n n i hate da 20% cpf cut-off.




im gone for now.
calling my baby after this.

tata.. (:

im freaking pissed now!!


fuming red, madly exasperated, infuriated and displeased with everything.




I SO SO HATE HATE HATE YOU!!


ALWAYS ALWAYS SO UNFAIR TO ME.




now its so messy.


cant even go out, not anywhere.


u're not here with me also.


nobody's accompanying me.

which makes me hate u even much much more!!

im sick of chinatown now.

its so bored.

my life is in a mess.



forever so unfair!!

cant i have you for myself for da whole day?

promised to go out today after ive recovered from my illness.

all craps.



im so so pissed.

dun even know wad exactly im angry with.

think im pms-ing!!

n im sure its a bad wan.



i hate today!!

went out with mummy in da afternoon.

to chinatown again.

and then its always 5pm back home cuz she wana catch her show.



just when i giggled over meeting u later,

u got da fucking time all delayed.

which makes everything seem so meaningless.

n its definitely pointless to go out at that hour.

sooo.. it PISSES me more.

n this makes me hate u more baby.




i'll rather i go back to schooling.

at least its much much more fun.

im gonna get a job soon.

at least i can earn some bucks for my sprees.



i aint gonna let my time go to waste.

oh mine oh mine. im down with sickness!!

all types of virus attacked me after da chalet..

so not not fun.

my throat is killing alrite? *cries*

pain pain pain. head also.

fever, sore throat, flu n shit stuffs. fuck.



am gonna consult doc 2moro.


its fated, i have to. cant escape. LOL.


anyway, was away for da past 3 days.

down at pasir ris chalet, but its those ulu ulu wan.

its somehow lyk an one-room flat.

utensils n tv, table, sofa, bed all have.


but its really ulu ulu. my first tym. hahahas.

but i kinda enjoyed myself with all da accompany of my chums.



tym swept pass so swiftly.

3 days over n im back home ill.



anyway, 19th january 2005.

went out with mummy n jasmine.


caught up a little bit.

some shoppings accomplished.


and and and not forgetting i got a new roxy jacket.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeha. (:


got my heels also. *grins*




shopping with mummy is always da best. LOL.


i forgot to mention about da show ive watched.

"my brother" is really nice. touching storyline.

people go catch it alrite? i recommend. hahahas.



nothing much to talk bout da chalet thing.


met rebecca. hahas. so slenderly slim n tall.



not bad not bad. preeetty pretty.


spent my 3 days with my darling beside me 24/3.


u know how shiok it was. hahahas.


i so wish it never end.

i soooo wanna be with him forever.

i lurve my darling.




and and and i missss him now. (:



sick patients should rest early. gooooodnight. LOL.