i'm lazy. hahas. didnt update for ytd lah. slackin. aniwae da chinese listenin was pretty fine but i aint confident. hahas. tingys owaes turn out da way i dun wan it to. so i tink i shal not inject myself wif da confidence i need. cum wad may. life's lyk dat. wad to expect? shit, shits n more of shitss. urm. went to haf mac breakfast after da tym-consumin listenin which started at 9am but gues wad? i reached sku at 7.35am coz dats wad da teacher instructed. its juz bull shit. waited n waited. i was so darn tired. hais. bt haaf ta keep myself awake coz dis is so damn impt can. was lyk wastin moi tym runnin here n dere, crappin, crappin.. hotcakes. moi breakfast. i'm proud of myself coz i finally could finish da 3 pieces of hotcakes. hahas. i aint exaggeratin k. i reali cant finish it wan. bought breakfast for jolean. went her house n gave her. was lyk so restless den. she ate while i used her com. i felt much more relieved now but da stress wil return near wednesday. i'm havin moi oral. bless mi. went hm at mid noon. took a nap. it was so niceyy n i was reali tired til moi mind went into dreams immediately after i shut em. hahas. woke up it was near evenin. took moi half-hour long bath n went over grandmother's house for dinner. it was sat n i was suppose to go over there. aunt was dere. al commented on moi hair. hahas. at least da comments arent awful. sweet oness uh. hahas. meet up wif jo. went town. daniel was in town. didnt get a chance to see him guess it was fated. hahas. too bad den. urm took neos again. i enjoy takin picss. i looked perfectly dumb. i'm so dumb-lookin now. hahas. aniwae met up wif nevil, 2gether wif his darlin wendy n her "fren" who looks absolute alienic to mi can. her dressing style juz suck. k. i shal not sae further or else da whole entire tingy wil b bout her. hahas. its not sumtingy pleasant k so its better to be unknown. after wastin tym strollin here n dere, went cine long john eat, they not mi. den home. was tired. read an article in seventeen mag. it was so fabulously written. i admired da way da author wrote it. can u imagine. she's da same age as mi but da quality of work is totali a heaven n hell. i need to buck up. for da dearest sake of my far-away AIM. hahas. peace..