::. listenin.to : big brovas - baby boy .::

urm. it was bad. tingyss were bad for mi on seventh of seventh. it was unforgettable n a bitter lesson taught. it was painful, lyk a deep pierce thru' moi own heart. it was a moment, a quick short moment that has cause a life tym of u see. its not worth it but its useless to cry over spilt milk. completely useless. regret, thou' i should not be doin nw, regret, regretting, regreted. spent da entire seventh of seventh in sumwhere i noe i shouldnt be in, but cant get out of dere. i felt so pissed with moiself for causin moiself there. its juz a lil mistake, a stupid mistake. stupidity its al due to moi moment of foolishness. i felt so bad. i hated moiself. i despise moiself. i looked down on moiself. wad has exactly caused such a huge n big change in me. i have broke da hearts of many n have let em down. i'm sorrie to u people. i noe i have caused really mani problems since i stepped into sec sku. its lyk a 360 degree change. i wish i could turn back tym but it was impossible n even if it is, i might make da mistake again. moi mind, juz exactly how is it workin? i need to noe, i need to find out. i need to start plannin for moi very own future. cant depend on anyone animore. lifes' gonna be tough, tougher. i suddenly felt so down. i'm such a let down. shit mi, damn mi, ruin me, kill mi, murder mi, fuck mi, blooody mi, assy mi. i am da shittiest person. i hate moiself. hate, hating, hated. i'm tryin to keep da sadness in moiself. i dun wish to tink bout da tingy but it keeps haunting mi, terrorising mi. its a big mistake, a foolish moment n a stupid action. i'm sorry. n to moi dearest huiyi n jolean, i'm sorrie i didnt play moi part as a good friend. its hard to face da truth at al tyms but since we have to, we'll do it together. i wan moi future bright but i felt so de-moralised now. tingys re gonna be bad. lets get it straight. i suck.