fridae. loads of tingys ta b done n handed up todae. JO was absent but we haf got work ta do. he wun let us off so easy. that's him. nuthin much reali happened 2day. da chem retest was urm an easy job. she gave exactly da mid year paper n she wasnt around while we re doin it. needless ta say, i couldnt care less bout moi own integrity but to discuss da answers together. in other words, copy. bernice damn nicey can. she so smart lah. as compared to mi, a heaven n hell n obviously i'm da hell. k wadever. 2.4km run for PE. it was tedious, tiring. i puked immediately after dat but dis year i didnt cheat on da results. hahas. its slow but i'm satisfied. kinda proud of moiself but dere's nuthin ta b proud of also. i'm juz lame. da images re stil hauntin mi whenever i close moi eyes. i felt so sick of it. feel sick, feelin sick, felt sick. hais. y cant we turn back tym. y cant dere b a chance ta get rid of al our regrets. shitty. so shitty i'm feelin. left sku at bout 4pm. reach hm near 5pm den went ta haf a nap b4 tuition at 7.15pm supposely but she was late. yuppie. as usual, i lost interest again. i cldnt concentrate. i tried al ways, by al means alreadi but moi mind is juz not dere. its in sumwhere else i duno. its a tiring dae. i'm feelin kinda restless now. cant move. muscles re achin terribly. its horrible u noe. muscles cramp. hais. no more late nytes for mi for da moment, hafta b an obedient mummy's lil gal ta stay out of trouble. she's naggy. she's fierce. but she's nice. she's sweet. i lurve her thou' i hate her too. but lurvee is owaes more, much much more. muackss. she forgave mi. i shal learn moi lesson. 2moro, a family day, goin out wif aunties n mummy. den dinner at grandma's house. no more frens, buddies. perhaps on sunday but i doubt they can make it. nvm. juz stay as obedient as i could. i wana b a good gurl. i am one. moi mood recovered for at least a bit. urm i wasnt dat cold anymore. yuppie. started to speak up. urm. i lurvee crystal. i lurve jasmine. muackss. n not forgettin jaswinder n salimah,, cheeheng n danny.. yaya. thanks for al yur concern. i'm lame again. stupified. wadever. i'm tired. painful painful painful. to javelynn : "i wan yur blog!!" zzZzzzzz.. hopin dat evrytingys wil turn out fine for mi. rainee. thanks for al. u guys make up moi perfect-lookin chums. ((: