Wednesday, August 04, 2004
04082004
juz came back frm moi breakfast n lunch. hahas. was down at tiong bahru market wif crystal, her bf n valen. n da s2pid drink vendor lyk keep starin at us. i wana dig out his eyeballs. damn rudee. we sat in front of his stall but purposely go get drinks frm da other stalls. hahahas. it was damn funnie, n his face was lyk. hahas. imagine it. tym is passin fast. its runnin out. thought i would b alone fer moi meal juz now, was fortunate that dis sweeties acc mi. touched. da volleyball match wass soo damn cool. both teams played fcukin well can. its lyk ohh moi god. loads of envy n admires fer em. i cant play it fer nuts. but i wana play. wadever. i wan an independent life. a life without [.yOu.]. n [.yOu.] certainly deserves better. you've got evrytingy. i've got none. i felt soo hopeless in dis meaningless life of mine. juz forcin moiself ta swallow down evrytingy n watch tym pass swiftly. dats wad i could doo. jay's new album wasnt dat ideal fer mi. didnt reali find any nicey songs of moi stylee. 4get it. shal end here.
made my statement; 5:40:00 PM.