k. i'm finally freed frm moi laziness. i'm tired, both physically n mentally. wad am i to do. how mani pillows re needed ta let mi finish moi cryings once n fer all. its hard. damn!! wadever. drop that. its tuesday already, so fast n daa shooort holidays re gonee. tym is juz passin soo damn fastt can. shyt it. well didnt blog fer lyk duno how mani dayss alreadi. saturday 07082004, accompanied mummy ta eat at chinatown den met up wif jasminee ta go out. town of course. ppl queen alreadi k, hahas. ant shld b back alreadi by now, if i aint wrong. hahahahahahas. i'm da princessss. sunday 08082004, i was down at esplanadee area wif moi klasmatess, mainly da guyss n rainee. it was extremely fun k. da fireworks were fabulous. indescribable by words man. simply no words ta describe. its far too much better than fabulous. i wana view it oncee more. ohh goshh i'm goin crazii again. went ta eat at newton n took cabbie home wif eric, aarron n zhiyong. i didnt pay. hahahahahas. i was pissed alritee. not by em obviously. wadever. i duno. mondayy, 09082004, national day k. happiee 39th bdae SINGAPORE!!~ went ta bukit batok temple ta pray. hahas. den near evening went ta great world city wif mummy. she was hungryy n we ate at da food courtt. hahas. yummiee yum yumm. da noodle was niceyy, wif loads of vinegar n mushroom. besttt man. i'm hungry again. wadever. k, reach home at bout 6.30pm. was slackinn. wasnt reali into da tv but rather, facing da com, spendin non-quality tymm. i felt soo dumb. let da tymm slipped thru again. kcuf. finee. jo came ta moi house. i slept wif moi pillow weett. nicee one. i amm soo numb now. i cant study, cant concentrate. i lsot moi interest in stuffs. so boredd now. tired. shytt moiself. n urmm, i'm gonna get moi surf up cardd soon. i wannn!!~ nevil they all ask mi ta go eat marchee later, i'm stil considering. ahhahahhass.
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