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Sunday, September 26, 2004

260904

mummy came ta find mi after my class. we had waffles wif strawberry ice-cream at da galare cafe. its fantastically delicious, i simply lurve it loads man. *yummyy* went ta do a lil shoppings n prayings at da temple. was at bugis when i met up wif shan n kunyou. shan is sooo slim man. they hadnt change abit. still da same. yuppies. didnt buy anything cuz i was pretty lazy ta walk. my mind is spinning with alacrity, i'm feeling so many aches. i'm down wif fever. lol. am wandering at da same tym, a lurve gone is one that never returns. is it true? saw sumthing which i dun wish ta mention n aniwae, i suffered from a mixed emotion after i saw da scene. i hate it!! aniwae, its gone. how many lurve do return? i would sae many but none lasted long. we shall see. hahas.

made my statement; 9:49:00 PM.

250904

juz came back from town. watched 'new police story'. kinda remarkable, its worth watching. has got all da actions n all dat. juz tink that its awesome somehow. da characters all so cool. didnt go pulau ubin, which ta mi was a marvellous thing. went ta jurong instead. lol. kinda enjoy myself but my throat made mi felt so sucky. it hurts, its painful. woke up early 2dae fer tuition n i'm feeling damn lethargic now. th father's sent all of us home. its so kind of him. i'm going off yeaa. nytes ppl. *ouch*

made my statement; 1:46:00 AM.

Saturday, September 25, 2004

240904

alryte i'm here ta blog again. juz had my supper, mummy cooked da food. it taste fabulous. went for a day of exercise wif da same bunch of ppl lah. lol. enjoyed myself pretty much. prelims over. i'm soo elated with delightment. wadever. i'm juz gonnaa play play play n go wild now before i start preparing for o levels. 2moro goin ta pulau ubin. hope da mosquitoes dun lurve mi anymore. lol. yea. *grins my eyes lids re too heavy to lift, guess my eyes re seriously tired. gonna nod off.

made my statement; 12:34:00 AM.

Friday, September 24, 2004

240904

no more prelims!!! *cheers* im goin out soon. shal blog after i cum back. lol.

made my statement; 2:26:00 PM.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

230904

its soo fast. prelims re gonna end alreadi n i'm sure u ppl can sense my joyfulness now. da high level of stress is beginnin to seep away from mi n once again, i'm gonna announce that my genuine freedom is back. i'm alive now. lol. wil b havin da last few papers 2moro. i'm slackin alrite. n its another great leap forward to o levels. i'm releasing myself but at da same tym, forcing myself ta grab those books n study. da e maths p1 n chemistry paper today was considered alrite fer mi. *smiles* didnt take my nap dis afternoon, guess i'll soon b soundly asleep on my bed.

made my statement; 9:19:00 PM.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

220904

well, juz came back from kershin's house. hahas. its near evening now n imma havin chemistry n e maths p1 2moro. dun tink i will b studyin reali hard fer chem, juz felt lyk readin thru da last few chapters enough. aniwae fer da past few papers, all dat ive read is sumhow equivalent ta nuthing. all hard work came ta nothin cuz its lyk help a lil winy bit onli can. as fer e maths, ive got no idea wad ta study lah. another 2 more days ta go n i can free myself again. lol. i hate prelim. *sighs*

made my statement; 6:34:00 PM.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

210904

exams juz suck alright. i'm entirely conquered by stress, be it mentally or physically. da sight of books juz irks mi. they make mi sick can. *sighs* had a maths n poa juz now. my klas was da survivor of all, had a full 6 hrs of exams frm 8-2pm. it was a maths n poa paper 2dae, e maths n socials studies ytd. needless ta sae, i'm gonna fail fer sure alrite n zhiyong is in da same boat as mi n we named it titanic. lol. yaa, he started it. he is dumb. lol. will b havin history n physics paper 2moro. its gona b another tedious day. had enuff of all da numerical figures 2dae. my maths, *hais* i'm beginnin ta lose faith in them. insufficient sleepin hours n nightmares is all i 'benefited' from da so-sickening prelim. gonna take my nap n start studyin again. i'm wear out totally, extremely exhausted. its sleepin tym. *snores*

made my statement; 5:16:00 PM.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

200904

yuppie reach hm alreadi. its veri different from norm cuz iill be havin exams 2moro. *rotten* cant go shopping. juz hate exams man. spoil my days n muz tolerate from succumbing ta da tempting fun. never mind. a week will pass at a twitch of eye, lets pray together that i will do well, will have da luck ta do well cuz imma not intending ta study. testing luck. aniwae, juz had marche hotdog. *yummy* went ta consult doctor dis morning, was dug out from my bed by my mummy. *sighs* saw my kia dere. daddy sent mi ta organ klas n i was an hour earlier. da teacher muz b tinking dat i'm outta mind. its rare, really unusual lah. juz dun feel ryte. yaa, another bunch of cocked-eyes guys approached mi again. they muz b mad. lol. imma goin ta see wad i can study now. hahas.

made my statement; 4:11:00 PM.

190904

made my statement; 4:06:00 PM.

180904

k. i felt as if i'm stabbed by a thousand knives, shot wif millions of bullets. i can feel my heart bleeding. its terrbie, da pain is unbearable. i duno wada hell, wada f*ck happened again. my mind is filled wif all negative staffs. i feel so lyk dying. isolating. i dun wan anything. my mind is threatening. my brain is not functioning. have i fell fer sumone i shouldnt again? i'm exploring. i dun wana noe da answer. i'm hurtt, hurt again. *weeps* n ta all biatches, get outta moi way! back off n get a life please. go get a mirror quick!

made my statement; 1:15:00 AM.

Friday, September 17, 2004

170904

currently enjoying : lil flip - sunshine

had my science practicals ytd. it turned out quite fine cuz da lab did not explode. da sku is gnikcuf fortunate man. lol. watched dodgeball alreadyy. da game seems so interestingg but i doubt i got da strength ta play. its a damn violent game yet i'm still gonna try it out sum day. went ta eric's house after changing. another cool place lah. hahas. my pinky lil cosy nest stil da best, wait til i move house. hahaha. had english papers 2dae. turned out pretty alryte but i aint confident can. i was about ta doze off half way thru p2 wen i recalled dat crystal gave mi a sweet. dat reali kept mi awake. lol. went ta town after dat cuz zhiyong wana buy shoes from flash n splash. had our lunch at cine. saw cyndi n gang dere. she looked soo greaaat k. lol. aniwae, caught another movie again, da dumb korea movie 'ghost'. da sound effects re loud enough ta make yur heart jump but it was not bad afterall. at least dere's a storyline. *smiles* i am stil considerin whether ta purchase da voodoo bag not. i have not use my voucher yett. lol. gonna find sum nicee roxy stuffs n pamper myself again. *grins* kunyou is out alreadi. i felt soo glad fer dis fren of minee. i do miss him. i want ta meet up with him again. it had been ages since i saw him. da image of him was soo blur in my memories. i need a refreshin wan. 2moro kershin's bdae. duno wher they plannin ta go. absolutely no idea. well, my eyelids re heavy. i guess i am goin back ta my room now. *nytes*

made my statement; 11:24:00 PM.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

150904

spent da entire afternoon at aaron's house wif loads of ppl. lol. it was kinda fun n i enjoyed myself pretty much cuz it was soo different from norm. *smiles* it was soo damn relaxing n we were all not in da so-called exams mood. nobody reali cares bout da prelim 2moro man. lol. thou da quality tym spent was not in da sense of gainin knowledge, i had fun n felt more released from stress. laughters were frequently heard in da room man. da guys were damn hilarious can. made mi laugh almost into tears. i supposed i saw chinkai at da bus interchange given my eyes were not playing tricks on mi. i was soo filled wif felicity till i giggled profusely at da very sight of him. i thought fate was playin mi cuz i juz thought of him a few days back. i got so excited suddenly. *giggles* lol. it was rainin kinda cats n dogs in da afternoon, poor aaron n chongjun ran ta get us umbrella. how kind of them. hahas. my prelims start officially 2moro. wish mi luck. lol. i'm dead-beat. will sleep unusually early 2nyte. hahas. *snores*

made my statement; 9:36:00 PM.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

140904

currently enjoying : sammi cheng - bian le xing

juz hit my crib. had a rather great tym wif my classmates at bugis. i am soo full now. *burps* lol. i'm feelin soo damn lethargic now. another tedious day.*yawns* hahas. a maths, da suckiest subject ive encounter. i'm still crackin my brains whether ta study it or juz gif up. i aint interested in it aniwae. lol. i had forgotten da basic concepts of it n da s2pid differentiation n integration will drive mi ta my grave. by da way, ive got tickets ta my darling's concert alreadi. was filled wif all sorts of delightment but i'm prayin hard dat i could attend it without any failures. dis is my greatest worry now besides my prelims. hahas. may god b mercy n bless mi dis tym. hais. i'm gonna take my nap now. yippeee** ppl, catch bachelorette n who wants ta marry my dad 2nyte alrite. hahas. m i s s in g ya a . .

made my statement; 6:04:00 PM.

Monday, September 13, 2004

13092004

i bet i must have looked damn sluggish da day throughout. lol. i'm unsure whether i've slept da previous night. i'm dead beat. was wore out by a long day of lessons. hais. aniwae, juz wen i was lingering at da bus stop fer my bus, i observed da surroundings n ppl aroundd mi thoroughly. hahas. came across a couple, hu happened ta board da same bus as mi. was sumhow layin my eyes on them without lookin away. hahas. they were so loving can. urmm, feeling rather envy of em but at da same tym, tinkin back of da old daes. lol. i miss da days wen i have my lurvee one by my side. memories will remain thou they re gone. hahas. aniwae, i'll juz sit here n wait fer lurve ta struck mi instead of goin arnd searchin fer it. i wana feel lurve. *grins* n yaa, jay's concert will b on 27th nov. i'm gonna meet my darlingg 2 days after my bdae. i hope my dreams re not dashed again. lol.

made my statement; 7:35:00 PM.

Sunday, September 12, 2004

HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES YOU

1. They always talk about the different kind of guys they
COULD have.
2. They stare at you with a smile on their face and won't
look away until you do first.
3. They ALWAYS seem to be talking about how nice or cute
you are.
4. They laugh at all your jokes, no matter how stupid they are.
5. They will ask you who you like, continuously.
6. They talk to your friends about you a lot.
7. They always are flirting with every other guy, except you.
8. They always try to make you jealous.
9. They beg you to do everything for them.
10. They always ask you what to do in a bad situation.

**got dis from an email pl send mi. lol. sounds kinda true. hahas.

made my statement; 6:16:00 PM.

120904

its da last day of da week, of da 3rd term holiday. *sighs* so sickening. 2moro hafta go back ta school again. tired mann. i juz crawled out of my snug lil bedd reluctantly. hahas. slept lyk fer 10 hours alreadii. stil not enough. mummy kept findin ways ta wake mi up. lol. but she gave up at last n its bcuz of my stomach's grumblings dat i woke up alrite. i'm hungry againn. lol. i'm pretty aware that i've put on weight alreadi. its tym ta get my ass kicked n start on dieting, which seems rather impossible fer mi lah. we shall seee. hahas. i hate books. da chemistry is drivin mi bonkers. i'm hopeless lah. anyone to enlighten mi..? i'm missing loads of ppl again. its kunyou's bdae. i cant find a way ta wish him. i'm upset over dis. hais. he is included in da 'i'm missing ..' list. hahas. i'm goin out ta eat. tink i wil not b touchin books 2dae, its da laast day of my break. shal get sum fun out dere. *wheeee*
d ab o i i sm i nee . . imm is s i ngg y o u u l o ad ds ss . . . c a nu f e e li t . . . ?

made my statement; 2:42:00 PM.

11092004

alrite. 2day was my rotting day. i'm half dead, my soul is almost out of myself. i'm over bored. i dun seem ta have da mood ta do anything, not even eating. i wanted very much ta study chemistryy dis afternoon but i ended up slacking as a fact cuz da weather is really too irksome. i am unbale ta concentrate n i'm pretty frustrated. gurls wif menses re lyk dat. lol. gurls haf all da priorities dat guys cant get. i'm missing loads of ppl now. i'm sufferring in silent. hais. jay is darn cute. i simply lurvee him. hahas. can i have him pleasee..
[[ a cc i de n t al l y i n l ur vee `` ]]*

made my statement; 1:03:00 AM.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

10092004

wow. finally had my tym ta dream wad i wan. i had a great sleep, sleeping beauty. lol. woke up at near 2pm n saw missed calls n messages. was made clearly awake when i knew that them were playing badminton at 2pm. it was obvious that i'm soo late. it was a sporty day fer mi. it had been ages since i played sports fer such long hours which explains why i'm soo damn fat. i'm lazy practically. lol. i pms-ed juz now. it was so embarassin man n i felt so bad fer that. soo sorrie ppl, esp my darling. my stomach was roaring juz now n mummy was rushin mi home. i was pretty frustrated n i knew it well cuz i made these happened ta myself. i hate myself. cant possibly cry over spilt milk. blamin n regrettin is wad i could do, thou i really hate ta regret. major mistakes made. no more turnin back. its a [[ d e a d e n d ]]. life is lyk dat. lol. i'm missin a dumbass so suddenly. no reasons fer dat. lol.

made my statement; 12:15:00 AM.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

100904

alrite. my courses finally ended. it benefited mi, really. hahas. da teacher was damn hilarious can. her sense of humour n her experiences. she was awesome. if only she was our english teacher.. lol. met jo, cindy, nemo n jinming at town after tuition ytd. things have somewhat changed abit. dun seem ta feel rite da entire day. nvm. drop that issue. exams re so damnn near. ive let my whole holidays' tym frittled away again. told u ive got bad tym management. i'm bound ta die early. that's my life. lol.

made my statement; 9:17:00 AM.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

09092004

finali here ta blog in again. my com came alive so suddenly. i myself was shocked wen ma brother told mi. lol. i'm happie of course. however, sumthingy seemed ta bother mi loads. actually too many things re botherin mi. i cant seem ta concentrate on my revision or my exams. haf lost my mood n interest. my pictures all gone alreadi. duno why. hais. saddened. aniwae, schedule is so tight during this one week holi. i'm kinda packed with my courses i attended. todae will be da last wan. it was fun thou. i kinda enjoyed u see. lol. mummy cooked again. i'm goin ta stuff myself wif all da yummiess now. yummy, yummies.. here i cumm.. hahahahhas.

made my statement; 1:36:00 PM.

Sunday, September 05, 2004

050904``

hey peeps, i'm backk. ma com is down again n dis tym is onli explorer down. msn is stil fine u noe. its juz so sickening n irksome mann. k i cant blog fer dis few days tho i tried hard ta log in ta explorer. shyt ma com man. i'm usin a laptop now. hahas. at ma aunts' house. stayin overnite here again. lol. down in sengkang rotting ma tym awae. finally got a chance ta look in ta da webbies n not forgetting da friendsterin part. hahas. soo mani weird ppl added mi n fer yur info, i have no tym ta entertain strangers now. lol. wait til ma com is alrite den i shal squeeze sum tym out. hahas. k. its been a week or so uh. skool stil suck k. no changes. reluctant ta attend sku on friday coz of da borin lessons n al dat. pe no more fun alreadi. swimmin now. rot. k. mrs pang is gone. she left. it should b a tremendous joy ta loads of ppl i tink. lol. finaally man. k i dun feel a single tingy now. not tired tho its da wee hours of da mornin. hahas. so fast. its da sep one week holiday n followin is prelims. its pressuring man. lol. am forced ta studyy but i cant find a way to. da fondest sight of books juz acts lyk a souce of lullaby. it juz lure mi ta ma sweet sweet dreams. i'm drop dead man. k back ta da week. celebrated ma cindy dearie's bdae on da 310804 at ktv. hope she enjoyed it. lol. b4 that was matches of badminton games at henderson cc wif ma darlingg n classmates. da teachers' day was rather pathetic fer KYP at first but due ta our deepest sympathy, he got 2 cakes. lol. thanks da 'king' fer dat uh n of course not forgetting da QUEEN k. lol. da volleyball match was exciting. it was nicey. da ppl played well. it was enjoyable ta da spectators viewin man. good job ppl. cant rmb da events followin alreadi. these re da highlighted oness. shal blog in sum other day. meanwhile, i wana force maself ta study due ta da propaganda frm ppl around mi. i'm more dumb den others, i need more tym ta absorb. that's why i'm whining now. hear my grumbles, my whinings. lol. n u ppl, esp ma frens, study hard k. peacee. n rmb ta miss mi. yeahh.

made my statement; 2:16:00 AM.