k. i felt as if i'm stabbed by a thousand knives, shot wif millions of bullets. i can feel my heart bleeding. its terrbie, da pain is unbearable. i duno wada hell, wada f*ck happened again. my mind is filled wif all negative staffs. i feel so lyk dying. isolating. i dun wan anything. my mind is threatening. my brain is not functioning. have i fell fer sumone i shouldnt again? i'm exploring. i dun wana noe da answer. i'm hurtt, hurt again. *weeps* n ta all biatches, get outta moi way! back off n get a life please. go get a mirror quick!