to study is truly a wearisome task man. lol. didnt manage to catch any movie 2dae due to da tym schedules. was kinda upset by it cuz i was realli keen to watch a show. nvm. went ta ps ta pay my school fees. had my lunch there too. it was realli filling man. worth much more than da price. JO held eric n ks back ta rewrite essays which made mi stayed back in school reluctantly fer quite a tym. waited fer them n i was rotting indeed. i missed da SPORE IDOLS..!! realli regretted goin ta bmcc wif them cuz i did a lil or no thing there but rot again. lol. im feelin damn emo now. kinda made devastated or depressed by things that re troubling mi, in which i am unclear of wad exactly bothers mi too. nvm. i duno wads wrong wif mi. but i juz dun feel ryte. da lizard is in my room now. im damn petrified. can da president do something regarding da irritants lyk pests, crows n all that pls..?

hmmm.. my eye is soo sickening. im feeling so sluggish. shyt. cant seem to get anything in my mind til now. had my 3-hours nap juz now. my energy is recharged by a lil tiny bit. hahas. got to go n bath now. im stil in confusion as to attend school 2moro or not. its contradicting mi n it bothers. lol. ahh, goin to school doesnt help at all at dis critcial moment. it was pure slackingg man. juz had my dinner an hour ago, im so bloated now. hahas. n to dat dear daniel poser, get a life quick !!~ lol. its childish lahh, plss.

another day closer to o levels. ive finally made up my mind to touch on science. im gonna explore them all. hahas. cuz i realised all my physics knowledge was gone, used to lurve that subject cuz i can excel. gone re da days man. lol. juz woke up from my short nappy. still feelin so lethargic. hais. can i b miss sleepin beauty my next life pls.. so that i can have a whole list of sweetest dreams n own da most comfortable bed n pillow. i sound soo silly. hahas. by da way, JO was absent 2dae when he was supposed to conduct english lessons. so sickening. u noe dere re sum days of yur life wen u juz feel lyk fooling arnd n yur brain juz ceased to work n concentrate properly.. dis veri day of mine was spent lyk that. hahas. had lunch at tiong, den went to ks's house fer a few matches of winnin eleven b4 they went ta play bball. a day is spent lyk dat. aniwae, mum got my life read by her fren who can sumhow "foresee future". she said things re nt gonna work well fer mi. *hais* bad bad bad. can i juz dismiss it as soothsayer parlance? *smiles in cynicism*

school still as borin as usual. no difference. raine was absent again. stayed back fer da accounts so-called test until late afternoon, den went fer lunch b4 we wasted plenty of tym deciding where to head to. i let my tym frittled away at da void deck. shyt. hahas. aniwae, my life is near hell. dis month is definitely not goin my way. i hate october, esp todae. was kinda made emo by some stuffs. dun wish to mention. im beginnin to encounter sum broken images n things lyk dat. hatred filled mi so suddenly. tattered n torn. caught in bewildment. i hate my current life, wif all those farked-up stuffs n da unwanted pressure u gave mi. i juz wana do things my way n live my very own life. dun need yaa to tell mi wad to do, i'm aware of all da stuffs im doin. juz gonna tolerate til ive fulfilled all my responsibility as a child. yur words torn da entire mi apart in case u aint aware. now ive got pieces of mi, wif a part of mi weeping silently as yur words haunt mi profusely in my mind, stabbing mi strongly n cruelly from all directions. i juz gonna say i really hate u. u re mean, so soo mean to mi.

caught "wimbledon" ytd nyte. it wasnt really nice fer mi n i wouldnt recommend it. hahas. i wana watch loads of movies now, art of e devil, ouija board, exorcist n da list goes on n on.. been spending all my pennies on movies nowadays. kinda made broke by them. alrite, bugis theatre suck k. poor quality, poor seats, poor arrangement, poor screen, everything poor can. suck suck suck. managed ta reach home juz b4 midnite. hahas. mummy had been complainin that i'm leaving home too often. she wana gimme curfew alreadi. i dun care. hahahas. im getting more n more wild. dun wana stay at home, dun wana study. onli wan fun n loads of fun n excitement in my life. ive became lazy so-sooo suddenly. o levels is near n nearer. im feelin so dead, procrastinating everything. succumbing to fun too much, its tempting n dis temptation will cost mi dearly man. i need ta do something man. hahas. my knowledge is below ungraded now. my future seemed so blurred n unclear now. *sighs* i need a guardian angel badly, to guard mi thru dis major challenge n help mi make it thru da heavy rain.

k im feeling terrible now. i duno how to react to all these. perhaps im over-sensitive or maybe my intuition proves them all right. i felt soo hopelessly stoning here n feeling so remorseful over nothing. my heart is so shitty now. i am awaken by all these stuffs which haunts mi profusely in my mind. they re troubling mi n im freakin out. fer wadever reasons u should misunderstand mi or whatsoever, i juz wish to tell u that i treasure our friendship n cherish every single of yur presence. i hope that u'll get these things clear. nytes. *sighs*

hmm.. had my lunch at bukit merah todae wif da guys. i missed raine badly, she wasnt able to cum along due to EA n nowadays her lessons start after reccess. hahahas. i was kinda satisfied wif my results but not happy wif it. da amount of effort put in is proportional to da results u will get, dis is highly accurate. i hardly put in any this tym n im trying to push myself to start on revision now. im gonna work on my maths paper 2, i wana achieve at da very least an A2 for e maths n an A1 fer accounts. lol. its ambitious but im juz gonna give it a huge hit. went ta ks house 2dae. da winning eleven wasnt really that bad. im gonna brush up on it after 'o's. lol. suddenly find it so interesting. aniwae, maia rawks k. i hope she'll go into da next round 2moro. im eagerly waiting fer da results. hahahahhas.

ive really been slacking n after prelims, allowin da known-as "precious tym" ta frittle away lyk no ones' business. man i tink i needa force myself ta open da books, its hard to. i aint lying, i juz cant stand da faintest sight of it. studying really can make mi go bonkers man. eccentric isnt it. lol. well, was down at danny's house ytd n th's todae. i lurve th's living room, its really spacious n wide n i would lyk to haf a plain room lyk danny's to study. its a conductive environment man, best fer studying. quiet n peaceful plus da degree of light is juz right. hmmm.. aniwae, haben been really spending any quality tym be it in school or outside. ive been pampering myself too much. hahahahhahhas. my expenses were rather high n mummy nagged at mi ytd. watched windstruck, it was awesome. touching n sobbing-type of lurve story. dun miss it. hahahas. toblerone choco rawks man. i'm munching it ryte now. *yummy* tink i shall end here. take care~

its da start of da intensive classes n they're killing mi alreadi. da lessons re bloody hell long n drag. i cant concentrate after a certain tym u see. hais. i'm relieved ta hear from jo that da papers fer them 2day wasnt realli tough. i hope she did well, as well as all others who took da papers. blogspot is givin mi problems again. its irritating u knoe. hmm, im pretty tired from a day of school but imma not gonna take nap 2dae. lol. hmm.. i hope my cindy dearie is doing fine. dis is how lurve works yaa.. sweetness u taste it first but it'll end up bitter at last. its my philosophy towards it. hahas. perhaps it'll change one day. i shall den tok about it. lol. gonna go off. brother is rushing mi. take care ppl. *grins*

listen up, its 30 days to o levels. i'm soo so dead again. hahas. been slackin during prelims, now that its over i'm still slacking. slacking will take my life away man. lol. hmm, my heart is soo wild now, owaes wanting to leave my house, hang out. cant seem ta concentrate at home. wad i do is da 5 letters word starting wif 's'. watched connie n carla. its kinda silly but at least entertained mi fer at least an hour plus plus ytd noon. i was rotting at hm after my tuition until evening. went fer sum ball exercise again n i was pretty impressed that sum1 honoured his words. lol. dere goes a day. mummy n brother came to look mi up after my organ class. went fer waffles again. dis tym wif cookies n cream ice-cream. it taste heavenly yummy. go try it. but i still lurve da strawberry flavor wan. lol. went to pray again n did sum shoppings at parco. brother brought a top. not bad. he's gettin vain now that he's growing n i'm feeling better cuz ive been worrying fer him since he was primary 5 about his dressings, hairstyle n all that. hahas. wadever. miss you is silently murdering mi wif all da accounts homework. i'm going bonkers wif all numerial figures. hahas. happie bdae darling nemooo. *i lurvee you* n dun 4get i'm owaes here fer u, a call away. fer all ppl taking 'N', juz a word of luck. u guys can do it man. alll da bestt ppl. *smiless*

my computer is finally alryte. i'm feeling soo freaking great but dis dumb machine juz gave mi BF moments ago. caught 2 movies dis week. i highly recommend 'white chicks'. its damn hilarious, one that u wouldnt wana miss it out in yur comedy movie list. go catch it if u haven k. jump back ta my results fer prelims, contradicted mi. i was not satisfied wif my results but am glad that i manage to achieve dis wen i only put in my slightest effort. i foresee more effort ta b put in n i need loads of motivation to get my a*s moving man. lol. its a TTTKA. *arghhh* dumb dumb. da days to o levels is lesser, da tym is passing soo fast that i couldnt even catch a glance of wad i did last moment. absolutely no tym fer reflections. i'm kinda sleepy now. gonna hit ma darling bedd. *yawnss* gdnytes ppl.