k im feeling terrible now. i duno how to react to all these. perhaps im over-sensitive or maybe my intuition proves them all right. i felt soo hopelessly stoning here n feeling so remorseful over nothing. my heart is so shitty now. i am awaken by all these stuffs which haunts mi profusely in my mind. they re troubling mi n im freakin out. fer wadever reasons u should misunderstand mi or whatsoever, i juz wish to tell u that i treasure our friendship n cherish every single of yur presence. i hope that u'll get these things clear. nytes. *sighs*